October 2011
Worst Day Eveeeeeer
I always thought it was stupid when people would say, “Today feels like a bad dream,” but now I actually understand what they mean. I just can’t even believe it… It pretty much started from two days ago, on Tuesday. I hadn’t gone to the gym in literally about three weeks (since my parents won’t let me because they don’t think I’m consuming enough...
“Beauty is not caused. It is.”
-Emily Dickinson”
I should’ve updated this on Tuesday because that was my first appointment with the counselor my mom made me go to. It wasn’t as terrifying as I had imagined it being. When I first walked in, I was most concerned with liking whoever was going to be talking to me about my problems. I imagined the office looking “warm” and inviting but instead, it was just four walls, painted...
I found the link
http://www.something-fishy.org/words/knowme.php
That’s the link I found and even though, I don’t feel all those things, I still like it.
These stood out most to me
I desperately want to be accepted
I have a hard time with the concept of forgiving
I smile all the time because I don’t know what else to do
My eating disorder is not the problem; it’s the symptom of my...
So today, I went to school (like any other day) and it wasn’t as bad as I thought it’d be. It actually hasn’t been bad pretty much the whole week. I thought that with depression, people would always be “down” but I guess not. I think I only am when I’m alone because that’s when I start thinking about things and feeling anxious. I stopped taking the...
“You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect...”
Long Time, No Talk?
It’s been a while since I’ve been on here;p haha I was thinking about whether or not I should just delete my account…????? but this is the only thing I have to myself now, pretty much so I decided to keep it. My parents are being jerks, not letting me go off anywhere on my own anymore or limiting me on all my privileges because they don’t trust me anymore and I’m...
